It's very much the same way with me. It seems like I'm in so much of a rut that my routine goes like clockwork. I come home, nap, look at my emails for a bit, cook dinner, eat, and then turn in.

I would work out at home three days a week after work. But lately I've had a bad back, so that's off. Other days I would ride a bike for an hour after work. That makes me feel better and I can do it when I'm not all well. But that's out, too now because it gets dark when I get home from work.

I feel guillty that I don't go out to anything during the evening. I have gone to group meetings before and they didn't do much for me to make me feel better. So I prefer to just relax after work. But I feel like I'm not meeting anybody doing what I do. On the other hand, when I was going to group meetings, I didn't connect very well with the people there.