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i am no doc and i do not have these sort of problems,as i was reading this i thought yes you may have ocd have you tried the quiz test i have done a few and even though i read things i was suprised at how i accepted them which has given me a more calmer approach to how i am behaving at the moment

not sure if this helps you but this is only my opinion

and i hope you find an understanding with how you are feeling

keep smiling