IT, could the folks at social rehab help you with looking for work?
Are you able to work? Sorry, I don't know your history to know if your dx prevents you from working.
Sometimes we have to force ourselves to do things. In the worst of my depression there were times I felt it was more than I could manage to get off the sofa and walk to the bathroom when I needed to pee. Part of my recovery was forcing myself to do things. Making myself get up and do things helped me feel better.
Sorry, I'm rambling and preaching.
It sounds like you've reached crunch time. You need to either find a job or send in the application for disability. Maybe your parents are forcing the issue to provide you with an external motivator?
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