i don't think the folks at social rehab will help me look for work because i told them i don't really care about working, but they are helping me apply for public housing and stuff like that. I told them i'd do the disability pension forms on my own but i feel unable to do them.

my parents don't know that i'm applying for dsability, but it's not a secret either.

I have reached crunch time a while ago, i think it's the meds, just so unmotivated this year, increasing dose in january though.