Dear T, thanks for not yelling at me. and thanks for reassuring me that you don't hate me. i still didn't feel any connection. i am thinking that maybe it is time for a break. you didn't seem very eager to be making another appt for me.... you hesitated way too much. like maybe you didn't like what you are getting yourself into.
and i really didn't think i had anxiety... now i know for sure that i do i am not happy about that at all.

i am seriously going to have to think about all of this. i have two weeks, so time will tell.
i really feel like it is time to terminate. especially since i feel so disconnected from you... it feels like you are on another planet whenever i am talking. not a good feeling being alone.