Not feeling too good the past couple of days and majorly worried about going back to work on Wednesday. Feeling depressed and bored. Not usually me to be bored. I have so many things to do but I want excitement. I feel like the past year had so much "excitement" with the news of my abuse public and with always something happening or maybe happening and now that it is done with it feels so empty and I feel lost and forgotten.
Trying to relax some today but all I can think of doing is exercising but I can't do that all day. I need to be home for my kids some too. Don't want to and shouldn't be complaining because I am very blessed in many ways.