My nurse she's not that bad now.
So I could try telling her, she always says she knows it is real to me, I wonder what's the point sometimes, since she doesn't believe me.
She has said she can't help though and I told her the same thing.
So it will all be medication now, that's how it always goes. I did say I wasn't going to take it, but they have threats.
I have taken abilify before, I felt less anxious, but people always go on about mind control. I did, then I realised its not from the meds, it's because of the meds, makes it easier for them.
My Dr seems ok, but the truth is going to go as I'm sick, it already has, she's only going to update it.
It happened last time, I forgot all about it, she just said they could be ill.
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