Hey there Ajtgjm your last post sounds so much more positive, great to hear.
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I will go home today and celebrate birthday and new year with my family and try making things better for myself
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This sounds really good (but maybe not so good that you have a birthday at this time of the year, that must have been difficult when you were growing up?)
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They always ask the same question, "Why? Why do you not attend college? " , i dont have any physical reason and i dont think they will understand the psycological reason so i dont explain.
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You know, if you are forced to see a counsellor at school, it might not be a bad idea to think about describing some of the reasons for your non attendance - they are after all trained to be non judgemental and to try and help you with emotional issues and if you're AvPD that's pretty debilitating, it might just be in your best interests to confide in one of them.
But even if you don't, it sounds like you have managed to construct a way of being that gives you some positive contact with people and that's great.
Happy birthday!
Torn