Well it's been awhile since I've been on here. But right now I need all the support I can get. I've got no one literally. My mum kicked me out cos was sic of taking me to doc appt so living on my brothers floor at his place and its taking its toll. We had a fight today is I was Laying down reading apparently I do nothing, which got me angry cos all I've done since I've been staying here is watching the kids, cleaning etc I'm starting to feel as tho they should be mine considering what I do for them. Don't get me wrong I'm grateful for what his doing but seriously give me some me time for once. As I sit here crying the thoughts going through my head are all bad as I'm realising I have no one