I skipped out on school today. I woke up this morning and just felt so tired. I lied to my mom about feeling sick and spent the rest of my day in my bed. I didn't want to go because i didn't feel like dealing with the world today. But now that i skipped and hid myself in my room i'm feeling worse.

obviously i have to go tomorrow. Now i think though i'f feeling worse about it then i was last night. I'm worried about what teachers will say to me. I've been out a lot lately. ( I've had T sessions to go to ) I'm making myself sick all over again. Except this time i know i have to go.

I don't know i've been having a tuff time of it. I just feel so tired and warn out. Sick of getting up in the morning to go do something that makes it worse. I feel trapped and alone.