Glad you're here. I don't know how to diagnose you even if it was allowed, but we're here to listen and pass along a little advice here and there when we can. At least you don't have to feel alone, because there are a lot of us here who experience the same kinds of things you do.
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Maven
If I had a dollar for every time I got distracted, I wish I had some ice cream.
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