First of all I am new here....where do I start..I am married for almost six yrs...I have two beautiful little boys...I feel like I am breaking inside...I think sometimes one person can only take so much...I am not trying to complain or be whiney...my husband and I have been through alot in the last few yrs...he was deployed twice to two wars and I was on an emotional roller coaster with that...I cried alot and felt helpless and empty...he came home and we had our first son...things were good ...he was 9 months old when I found out we were having our second son...he was born with numerous health problems...he was hospitalized six times for illnesses...I stayed at the hospital day in and day out....I quit my job to stay at home with him and take care of him....I feel like I started depression after that...I cry all the time and feel helpless and empty ....my husband is making it worse...he just does not understand...he is working and going to school which I am proud of him,but he is so involved with what he is doing...we just don't seem to matter..when my son was going to have to have surgery ...he was afraid of missing a test to be there...he finally agreed........I just do not know what to do....I am losing all my motivation to do anything....I love my children more than anything...so I hate feeling this way and not enjoying life....why can't my husband understand....this is the most horrible feeling....I just wanted to talk to other people who are feeling the same way ....plus I think he is dealing with some issues from being in war...he gets angry with me alot and I feel like I just cannot talk to him at all..I just feel so alone and do not know what to do...I have scheduled an appt with a therapist ...hoping it will help...