My feelings of depression are so much worse in the morning...I can tolerate it during the day but in the mornings it's unbearable

I am wake up every morning between 3-4 feeling extremely anxious, depressed and fearful...I can't go back to bed and if I do its usually after sunrise and it's because I'm exhausted (emotionally).
Can anyone relate? I am not currently seeing a therapist but are any of you aware of medication that could ease the pain I feel each morning?
I just recently fell back into depression after years of being "ok" when I was a teenager I was on Zoloft for a while, didn't care for it...any ideas or suggestions on how to make this stop?