Ive been diagnosed with a borderline personality disorder, a dysthymia disorder. have trouble maintaining friendships and relationships. as a child I was physically and mentally abused by my father. he would choke me and throw me across the room calling me retarded. I had a learning disability. he would lecture me about how lazy i was because I took longer to learn things that my sisters learned. He compared me to them and the neighbors and my cousins.
If I said anything in my defense he backhanded me .
Im here to try to cope with the past and want to meet people I would like to have a girlfririend one who doesnt take advantage of my like my previous relationships. looking for help thanks