Hi everybody. I'm new to this site. i am self diagnosed. i work in retail and absoultly hate it when people ask me questions. i can not stand small talk. if i don't know someone i generally do not speak to anyone for the fear of saying something stupid. being around a bunch of people drains my energy and on my days off i rarely leave the house because i need to recharge.

i wish i could feel normal around people. i am sort of jelouse of others when socializing comes so easy. someone once told me that i gave off vibes that keep people away. i am not sure how to change this.

i spent Christmas alone and do not see new year as being any different. sorry for the depressing intro guess i am feeling sorry for myself.