I did it, for past month or two I keep having strong urges, dreams and thoughts of self injuries. I used to cut myself, and burn myself, starting at age 16 to age 22 or 23. I haven't cut myself for almost 3 years, and i relasped, I cut myself last night, it felt so good and freeing. I loved seeing the blood stream out of the cut. Now I have to wear long sleeve shirts and hope nobody notice. I do feel weird because I feel that I'm too old to be cutting, but I don't care, I did it and it felt good. Think I will do it again tonight.