i agree with clinte89. everything just seems awful right now because your ill. when you get proper treatment things will seem much different.
i also agree that you need to talk to your doc or see someone in assessment at your local psych hospital. maybe you need some adjustments and some nursing care just for you. please, don't feel bad about your families needs they will be fine. i've been through this plus a bad accident that put me in a wheelchair. for some funny reason when moms there we end up being the everything to everyone but when were gone they have this uncanny ability to take care of themselves. now thats crazy.
take care of yourself.
mileysmom