thanks for the advice. I have considered it all. and yes, the whole "what have I got to lose?" reasoning is really the only reason I am thinking about texting her. And for those who say, just call! It's so much more personal! I have. I called her for her birthday and she really appreciated it. Of course she forgot all about mine. Then I called her later to ask if she wanted to hang out, and she just said she would be busy the rest of the summer. Honestly how is someone "busy for the rest of the summer?" Sure, you can be really busy, but never once make time to see someone? I am a college student pursuing two majors and took a ridiculously difficult chemistry course. Believe me. I know what it means to be busy for months on end. But it wouldn't matter, if she wanted to see me, I would MAKE time. Even if it meant skipping sleep and cramming late into the night. And also with the calls, it's just about useless. I get nervous and stutter like crazy. I basically have to mentally numb myself to actually get over the rush of OMG!! Am I actually about to call this girl?? And SPEAK to her in a couple of seconds???
Point is, calling her really isn't an option. I always freeze up and stutter and turn into an awkward mess. I felt like to much of a creep messaging her on facebook. The whole stupid
Heyy
hey
How's it going?
fine
oh ok. thats good.
5 minutes go by.
sooo... how's life?
It's been good just busy..
ah ok
hey so would ever want to hang out?
*has logged off
I am so done with that!
Text seems to be the only option.
And what would I SAY to her in a text?
I was thinking just simply "hey"?
Should I apologize for blocking her? Should I even mention it? Honestly I don't feel sorry for blocking her. She made me feel like less of a person and really REALLY has hurt my feelings.
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