This is a hard question. I would love to live without it all but sometimes it is hard to distinguish the disease from the personality. Would Not being depressed and anxious make me less of a caregiver? Or the other way around? Would feeling better make me less compassionate?
After more than 20 years I have hope for a cure not just "live with it the best you can" but it will take a lot of work and I feel like the work is important to me feeling better long-term