wow , chika i am not an expert but i do know when someone should be treated better .
love comes in all sorts of different forms but
abuse isn't one of them.
some hold off on leaving because you might miss what you have with that one person .
but the one person you need to think about the most is your self and WHATS BEST FOR YOU .
im not going to sayinh " hey you should walk out "
but i think you know when a red flag comes up
and it is safe to say you know whats best for you .
forget the people who say there are other fish in the sea.
forget the one guy your with who can treat you better.
focus on your needs and beliefs.
(: good luck
i was in a similar situation and it took me a year to realize
that there was something better out there ,
and i left him on our year anniversary .