When I have the day off from work, I have no motivation to get out of bed anymore. I keep putting things off. I'll go to the bank next week, I'll do the laundry tomorrow. Forget about doing the bills, I don't want to look at them ever again. BUT, eventually, I do force myself to pay the bills. I just hate it. I hate doing anything anymore and I like staying home in bed. I can go on the computer and watch TV. I feel like I'm regressing to childhood where I just want someone else to take care of things. I don't have anyone else who will pick up the slack for me but I wish I did.

Does anyone else have problems with getting motivated? Can anyone suggest a reason for me to get out of bed? I have no family, no one that loves me except a friend or two. But the friends are not enough reason for me anymore. I feel like I have no future. Just living day to day. I'll be seeing my T next week after a long break for the holidays. I do look forward to seeing him. But I really need a push NOW. Is this depression? What motivates you to get up besides your family?

Thanks for listening.