I've heard of psychiatrists making home visits (it's rare but possible). I would seek out a specialty psychiatric hospital if there is one near you. I'm in an intensive outpatient program for depression and anxiety and I love it. I'm in a 'volunteer program' in that the people who are there aren't court ordered so I'm not wasting my time listening to people who are forced to be there because they were arrested for drugs etc... It's people who want to get better. I hope you find the treatment you deserve and need. If you have to go call some hospitals and do an intake over the phone and see if you qualify for some type of outpatient treatment.