Since I told people that I have BP Disorder I feel they are trying to control my life. It makes me feel sick to my stomach and it's all day long. I feel like I need to get away from them but I can't because I would miss them but they all seem to be very judgmental about my emotions and try to quite me down in a very rude way. I'll just be talking and my boyfriend covers his ears and my daughter acts like she is always right. I always get cut off when I am saying something truthful. I feel like I am talking normal and I have to raise my ton over 2-3 people budding into my conversation. I don't always think I am in the wrong sometimes I think they just can't stand me to talk the truth. ****ing *** holes!!

That's what I have to say tonight because I am very freakin emotional and I have nobody to talk to since everyone just hates to hear my voice.
Mad, sad, and really hateful right now.