This is truly terrible, especially if your Mom said what she said.

I have problems relating to people too, but suicide isn't the answer. Life has too much to offer us than to throw it away.

I am an introverted person. I don't have any real life friends because they always seem to let me down. This happened just yesterday to me. I got all dressed up and my friend cancelled one hour before with some lame excuse. Totally unreliable and selfish of her, and I probably won't be talking to her again. But, through every bad experience some good came out of it. I ended up going to a bar and striking up a conversation with a guy (something I would never do) cause I said to myself what the hell?

Life is too short, I ended having a really good time yesterday even when my so called friend totally let me down. Real life friends aren't worth it to me. You just have to take life into your own hands and live for you, not for other people.