Yeah, I agree with Anika here. I used to feel this way. Oh, did I ever. Every day, the same crap over and over, throw in some alcohol, mental illness, some pills, some hospitalizations, suicide attempts, just goes on and on.

I guess I was lucky to escape the ultimate darkness and did find some joy.

I woke up one day and found a reason to wake up.

Therapy helped a lot in my journey though, I owe a lot to my T.