I think anyone who took a job that triggered painful issues and then, on top of that gets fired could be pretty devastated, even if you knew you needed to leave, that doesn't matter,,,,,talking to someone and sorting through the issues and the possible ways to manage/treat your depression could be very important. Your husband, maybe not having similar issues, can give you hugs (take them and know, even if just intellectually, he isn't deserting you to go to work----but know it is ok that you feel that way, it is just what you feel and we don't get to choose how we feel, just what we do) It is hard to be alone when feeling so low. (meanwhile, i sit between work hours trapped in my own head, overwhelmed...wanting to cry but unable, wanting to move but making excuses.... we are not alone. ....