Thanks, Allimsaying. I don't paint but I do work and I'll have to go in on Monday. I've just been getting so backlogged with my chores because I don't want to do anything that I'm afraid I'll never go back to my old self again. I'm afraid the "old me" is gone forever. The "current me" is just horrible.
I like your suggestion about going out to look at the trees because I happen to love the trees outside. I can see them from my bedroom window (don't have to get dressed) but I get your point . Hopefully, I'll get up tomorrow.

Thanks Puzzclar. Yea, I have to use the bathroom too - lol. You are good to help people. I think I need someone to help me be motivated. I don't have it in me anymore.

I appreciate the feedback.