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Originally Posted by ManicD
It's true the best help you will ever get comes from within you. But sometimes you can get help from the outside. There are people that care whether you live or not. I am one of them. Focus on school and learning what you want to learn. Focus on where you want to be when the spring time comes. Do something nice for yourself. Find something you like to do. Do you like video games or computer games? Find something that is yours and you like to do. Obsession isn't always a bad thing. I'm obsessed with having clean dishes. But you know what, I feel great when I get to eat from the clean dishes.
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Funny you should mention doing something for myself because that's what my "homework" is for the 3 weeks that I am out of school. I'm supposed to pick from hundreds of options one thing to do for myself each day, but I've spent almost all for my break sleeping and lacking the motivation do to do anything. I did go to lunch and the movies today with my friend, but that's only because I felt obligated to not leave her hanging. I wish I could find the motivation myself, but I find that the only thing that motivates me is the thought of disappointed someone else, otherwise I could care less if I disappoint myself. - Well, not really, I usually just beat myself up for being such a failure and not getting done what I had planned, but its never enough that I feel motivated to go through with what I had planned.