As a few of you know I am down in Florida seeing the kids with my husband. This is our 3rd day here.

So far I have spend a day in a theme park walking running zooming on roller coasters with my daughter for 12 hours.

Fibro pain from hell (expected)

Spend the next day running all over shopping and eating and walking. Helped my daughter decide on what gun she wanted it was her Christmas gift. (Yes I am a responsible gun owner and she is also)

Wanted to spend today pretty much laying around hoping to relieve some of the horrid Fibro pain ( did I mention?) lol . That did not happen, went running around with the step son and his fiancee. Then out to dinner to
this very pricey Sushi place ,, I don't eat Sushi..not at all.. So I was good to go with a couple of Martinis.

Fibro pain from hell , did I mention?

Tomorrow is packed with more running and Dinner with an old friend. My husband is going to take his boys and do something manly.

My Daughter and I have decided while I am here to get our matching tattoos done (dragonfly's in honor of my father) Have decided to also smoke some pot ( it's been 20+ years since I have) Hopefully it will help my Fibro pain.

Ok I know reading this over some of you might think that I am a tad Manic.. But No not so.. I am overdoing everything physically , that was expected(happens every trip) I'm doing just fine mentally.. and I have been for months now that I think about it. Maybe its the right meds ? Maybe its the way I am coping better? Maybe it's the way I don't stress and worry about being Bipolar? Or when and if my mood will change? Sure I still have my hallucinations.. They aren't a bother so no need to treat them.

I may very well crash once this vacation is over and I'm back home. No sense being concerned about the "What if" now. What I do know is I have Chronic pain daily. I don't flip out anymore. I just accept and cope.

Anyway... Things are good !