Thank You Winter I feel so much better at night..I'm almost afraid to fall asleep because I know how I'll feel come morning time... I do my best remind myself that my husband has responsibilities other than me and that he is doing it because he must nit because he is trying to get away...I think deep down I'm jealous, I'm jealous that he has a job, a purpose, and on top of it he actually likes his job...he has fun there...I know I should be happy for him and somewhere inside I am but I am also resentful of his happiness...is that horrible?