{{{{{{{{{Rainbowzz}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry! I've been in the same place you are! Feels like you're at the bottom of the barrel, but really, you're not. At any rate, you can't go much lower without having to go up again. Have faith. Something will give soon!
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.