Hi my name is Robin. I am here bc my spouse is manic and severely depressed. She has commented that she thinks of suicide all day and everyday for a long time. When she was 8 she practiced russian roulet with her mothers gun. She is mean, demanding and hurtful..:'(. and can't control it... its almost like she's a different person. I am really hurt by her reprocussions and it makes me consider leaving. I love her so much and I can't just walk away. Psychiatrists are not on her insurance so I am trying to find hoffer elp. Can someone please offer any information?? Thanks sooo much