UUUGGGGHHHHHHHH!!! Dammmit!!! I just wrote you a super-long freaking post...which I shared a long arse imagery exercise to bring yourself to a calmer state of mind...but I went on for too long (apparently) because as I tried to post, it was too late. I was kicked out of PC. I lost all of my freaking work!! There's nothing to show for it, except for my temper, and memory of typing the damn thing!!

Mannnn, I am reaaaalllllly freaking frustrated right now. I am SOO sorry, but I am not in the state of mind that I need to be in order to go through that again right now...I will come back later & do it again. It's not your fault, it's mine. I'm freaking stupid, I should have known better than to hit post before copying it. Just in case. I really should have known better.

Sorry!!!