My T thinks I might have ocd. I have major control issues, which include e.d., anxiety, perfectionism, I don't let myself go to bed until 3-4 in the morning, obsessive thoughts- with transference, food, people attacking me, getting hurt, etc. My doctor also thinks there's an ocd component to my starve-binge cycle which makes sense. The thing is, T hasn't diagnosed me yet. I'm also really opposed to taking medication. Are there natural alternatives out there? I'm pretty scared to have ocd. I really don't want to be diagnosed, because it's so much easier to have all the other things then 1 specific thing. I guess that's part of the ocd! I would rather obsess about everything then have to deal with it. Is ocd curable, or is it the kind of thing that is controlled by meds always?