OK the good... i made it to my support group last night... put in an extra effort because a friend from my IOP time was visiting from her support group to the one I attend.

I am also hoping to join them all in the park today... time is growing close so I am not sure I will make it, but if I don't, I don't feel as if it is the depression keeping me from doing so.

I am having the colonoscopy on the 20th and yes the doc is going to work something out with the insurance that I have. It is still stressful for me that I can't afford it but not NEARLY as stressful as not being able to do it because I can't afford it.

Thanks everyone.

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