...I have talked to myself more than I have talked to anyone else!
...and the crap I go on about I don't know?...I just imagine everyone else has got the 'formula' right...for living ...for being RIGHT!

...I'm so tired....used to be so active...mentally gifted, well sort of, just enough to cope anyway. ...what I mean is I could explain things...twist all the crap around so it suited me made sense better and whats wrong with that?

I expect everyone does their own twisting of reality...but not ALL OF IT!...

I just want to escape permanently how weird it's borderline this prison it's not everyone who wants to escape so bad invisibly locked away I am so used to this emotional cell

...institutionalised in my own personality.

bummer