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Originally Posted by Nomad17
I haven't been feeling any better. I really feel like I need her. Nobody knows about my problems because some kids found out at school and made fun of me after I told a close friend (High School sucks, right?) so I only talk to/trust her. I have bad urges and just overall crazy thoughts like I've never had before so my anxiety is very high right now and I'm home alone, darn New Years Eve parties...I'm also feeling really stupid for the whole contact deletion thing, but its New Years Eve anyways so I would especially feel bad to annoy her now. I do need HER to set the boundaries...sooner than later so i can stop making myself feel worse. My appointment isn't until Friday though! Thank you for asking and for replying.  |
I remember high school sucking greatly! Kids can be cruel. I kept to myself except for one solid friend. I'm glad you have a t that you trust to talk to. I can relate to that feeling of needing t, too. I wonder if you have any healthy ways you can use tonight to distract yourself - as long as you don't think of harming yourself with these crazy thoughts occuring. If you are afraid of hurting yourself call t and tell her it is an emergency or find someone you cn call or be with even if you don't tell them what the problem is. If you can manage maybe a movie or a book or writing may help hold you over until you can explain it all to t.
Keep posting here on pc toniight. Many of us have faced these crisis times ourselves and can definitely understand at least parts of what you are feeling.
