How do you get the courage to apply for jobs at all? I'm going to have a problem after I graduate next May because I just can't apply for anything. Anything I'm interested in, I'm not qualified for. I also hate the fact that I'm going to have to move back home because it's the only place I might be able to make a few bucks (literally) on a job I like. I doubt I'll ever make enough money to live on my own. Which means never dating or anything...

That's bothering me more and more. It's hard enough to imagine dating anyway, but if I do, I'm forced to date people I'm not really interested in or I have to stay away from my parents, so they don't know anything about who I date. But it doesn't matter anyway, as I couldn't find someone who's interested in me that I'm interested in. Those people literally don't exist. And then there's the problem of I can't and won't admit that I'm attracted to someone as it always gets a negative response.

And sorry I don't have any more words of wisdom or suggestions today...