I had to work today and at my job hardly anyone there. That wasn't too bad because the pace was very easy.
However, when I left work, I stopped at the store to pick up a couple of things. I went to a movie kiosk to pick up a movie there also because I don't want to go out tonight. I felt very depressed and alone. When I got to the store, it seemed like all I saw were couples and those with kids.
Even when I was getting the movie at the kiosk, there was a couple getting a movie at the next kiosk to me.
I got home and it seems like everyone's out. I took a bike ride. I had a little bit of time to do it because I got out of work very early. That was OK but I felt bad after it's over.
I usually hate New Year's Eve because when I stay home, I feel like I'm missing something. If I went out then I would be disappointed. Also I'd be terrified because of the drunks on the roads and accidents that I would see. When it's gets to be Midnight, then the neighborhood errupts with firecrackers and screaming. I really hate it! And then I would feel like I have some events coming up later on that I'm dreading.