Why I never want to do it again - (maybe I won't)
1) Dignity - When I SI I attack my own dignity and make myself feel worse and less worthy (of love and attention, which everyone deserves)
2) Self-respect - Losing respect for myself and my inability to stop would destroy whatever shred of self-esteem I have left
3) Questionning - Hiding scars from people is hard (I use a manual wheelchair and I have to push up my sleeves to wheel places so they don't get dirty - This is how a few of my friends found out about my SIng)
4) Love - How can I say I love myself when I physically attack myself? I have problems with trying to love myself already, why do I want to make it harder for me?
So this is my small list of why I have to continue to fight to not return to self-injuring.
Hope it works.