That is awesome. check out the books by Ester and Jerry Hicks and healing cards as well. Hay House also has cards to looks at which are great for self esteem. Wayne Dyer has excellent books Like "The Power of Intention" and please read Norman Vincent Peale. Remember there is a way, and you have to make it with God's help. I am growing due to using this way of living. I was very down on the world, my attitudes, and on myself at one time in my life but all of that changed, thank God and thanks to my discovery, which is similar to yours. Razeljenny