Seriously.
What is the big deal about January 1, starting over, resolutions, making a fresh start, etc.?
If you want to make a fresh start, make a fresh start. It doesn't matter what day it is.
Meanwhile, it's 2.5 hours until midnight where I live.
I'm alone, of course. As always. Nobody to do anything with. No invitations to go anywhere or be with anyone.
I don't have cable, so I don't have much to watch.
I've surfed the Internet until I am actually bored with it.
I was thinking about taking a bubble bath. I used to love those as a way to relax, but I haven't taken one for a long time for two reasons.
1.) I hate cleaning and I'm not sure I could get the tub clean enough.
2.) I'm so fat that it's difficult to get down there, and then I have to look at my naked self stufed into the tub with very little room for water.
So I'm waiting for another day to begin just to get through this one. To speed my way toward the end of life, I suppose.
Nothing too exciting going on.
No goals or milestones to look forward to.
Just another day.
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- Purple Daisy -
Bipolar II * Rapid-Cycling
46. Female. Midwest USA. Just returned to treatment in July 2012 after being out of treatment since 1994. First diagnosed at age 21.
Writer stuck in a cubicle by day.
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