thank you costello.

in may 2010 was the first serious time my dad almost died but sept 2011 was more severe. i mean like i said theres blood running out of his head on my shirt. a brand new white shirt.
there was.

anyway. hes been drinking but im sure its my fault. i started drinking i cant stop. my dad and i both got drunk today.

except he seems to keep it way more hidden now that i took up drinking. i passed out on the living room floor early afternoon. and he drank 2 tall cans while i slept and seemed ok after. and im drinking again. right now.

9am was the early i bought alcohol. ive been drinking day and night since the holidays started. maybe 5/6 days now. straight.