Ok so I will not do the challenge right now. No I dont want to be dissapointed. Weird is that I feel the need to gain sone weight back.. So progress right?

I know the yoga will increase my hunger and improve my body image. Have to get back to appreciating it for its strength. It will also help me get back to improving my mental state.

So I think instead of setting such a hard goal, my goal will be to at least try to go everyday based on my actual ability to do so. I know I have a bit of a type a personality. I know even if I try not to push so hard that its very hard for me to hold back. Yup remembering hamstring torn in three places and all the bleeding. I will try to pace myself appropriatly. I just want to feel better... Need some patience.

Thanks for your advice Christina..Phil.. Hammy.. I promise I will try to heed it! Love you all.

Sliding so much feels like failure for myself. I don't want to begin this year in that mindset. I know that is not the best way to percieve such things... Working on it.