Hi ~ It does sound like you have some depression going on. If you go to the top of THIS page, and CLICK ON "CONDITIONS" it will tell you the difference between mild/moderate and severe depression. You'll get some idea of what it all means.

But it does sound like you have something going on. You might want to talk to your doctor about how you're feeling -- he can refer you to therapy or put you on an antidepressant.

I wish you the very best. I hope you get treatment, and begin to feel better soon. Hugs, Lee