I agree with Lee...please, talk to your counselor. You don't deserve the horrific treatment they're giving you. Please, understand that all those negative things they call you in your first post are NOT true. Sometimes, we hear something so often we begin to accept it as true, even when it's not. Don't believe something as untrue as that based solely on repetition.

Talk to your counselor. They're here to help, and they'll do all they can to offer the help you deserve. Please, know I am praying for you, and I hope things work out.

Hugs,
Harley