S.S. Doll, you are here for a reason. We all are, even pathetic me. If 2012 was a mess, let's hope 2013 is better, for us all. We have to have hope, and look for a way out, for a better, dare I say the h word ? Yes a happier life.

I'm hardly the voice of optimism, wallowing here myself, totally alone, but I hate to think of you hurting, Dolly, you really have a lot to give the world, you're young, obviously bright, your posts and conversation display that clearly.
Even if the people round you, are not your cup of tea, at least they are there, in your company, and when it's all too much perhaps retreat to your room, finding comfort in your music, books, friends here.

Keep your chin up, Doll. Try and look ahead. Jeez I should listen to myself ! But hey-ho, I just hate the thought of you hurting.