Skye, you are so right when you said that even the ppl closest to you just don't get it. I hate to feel this way but I can be so fragile and sometimes I think that people closest to me can see that as a weakness. A lot of the times I just bite my tongue because I don't like to argue or constantly say.......I've got PTSD....leave me alone...get off my back. My husband has told me that I just have to let it go. Easier said than done. I can't. I just had gall bladder surgery (that is why I haven't been here lately) and just changing my bandages was hard!!!!!!!!! It brought back memories. One of those triggers that never seem to go away. I refuse to go back into therapy. I would be there for the rest of my life. But on a daily basis I feel like one of those little dogs that constantly shakes even when nothing is really wrong. I always feel like I am doing something wrong or that something is going to happen. I worry constantly about everyone and everything. Some of this is probably just part of the fact that I have gotten older and have a child......but I am sure that the PTSD has made it all more intense.