Thank you PC friends one and ALL!! I just read your replies today. I had trouble finding my thread and had to work yesterday so...I'm also having trouble getting computer to respond to my input of "thanks". Anyway, you are all right of course, I need to just force myself to move. It shouldn't matter that no one is counting on me for anything right? Sorry, feeling sorry for myself again.

Thanks for understanding that it is sooo hard to do. Wish I didn't have to ask you guys for help to motivate me . Sorry, I feel so bad. I'll try...

I love the fireworks display PlatinumHeart, thanks for that.