hey Dobblemonkey, sounds like the snakes in your head are working double shifts,,question is, how dose one overcome them?? I think by not giving the thoughts power over you..
I struggle with it everyday..Im gonna be a fighter! I try to replace a negetive thought with a positive one no matter how long it takes to search one out or make one up!
I dont like being me, but for some reason other people do,along with my nasty snappy reactions.
You are cared for,you are not dispicable, as you said u r a human, not a monkey..and BTW, monk
ies have feelings too